I can't beilieve it....Hoda emailed!!her email has been the best thing happening for the past few days..I love you soooooo much..I can't wait to see you Hoda joonam..I don't know why am I stuck in this stupid country...with no future in it for me..I am getting more depressed than ever..I know if I see you guys I will feel better..I can't say how much I miss you and how much I wish my life would be different...I can't beilieve that a simple event made me to find you again..thank you God..although you are not kind to me now but at least you gave me the second best thing in the world..